Wouldn't it be super cool to like be split into two mirror versions of yourself that hold different characteristics of you and share some like your physical appearance and like isn't that just an awesome concept, getting to know yourself better, knowing what makes you tick, a deep phylosophical shit about you, getting to disscuss all of your things with the voice in your head completely and like just think about it how cool would it be! and just finding out those characteristics you share too like, maybe both have my undying curiosity, maybe both have my undying love for logic and also their complete disregard of it, actually it would be pretty much cooler if each had the different side of that coin but that would also feel like character undevelopment, then again that's kinda completely unevitable with this idea, I wonder if they would get in arguments with themselves, I think it owuld be cool if one was more girlish and one more boyish because... idk it's an appealing design thing plus I could spin it into a "gender is complex bc not even my gendered halves are completely masculine or feminine and I myself am a mix of those halves anyway so what would that mean for me gener?" but anyway it just cool idea see how they would cooperate and what kind of relation they would have,
or just having somoene to play multiplayer with (althought what if one of the halves has all the gaming and the other none, back to step one huh)
attached are some "illustrations" of what I think mine would be (only based on my super-ficial character traits of course because not even I can know how my two selves would be) maybe one of the halves is like a cool botanist (I was really into it as a kid although I have mostly forgotten it as I became boomerer) maybe one is just gamer and the other it cuteness as I said before, maybe one is both and geeky and the other is how I would've been without internet exposure and be instantly put in a psych ward or something, maybe they have different views on what videogames are best, maybe one gets the anxiety and the other gets uuu idk I can't say for sure if I have any other mental illnesses but uuuu maybe just beeing the organized part idk maybe one is a dancer and the other a singer (they are both awfull and when acting together can kill people out of their sheer incompetence) ooo maybe only one gets the unable to do shit thing and like actually does all the things they want to do like a good gamer, omg maybe one knows how to gaslight gatekeep girlboss because the other half got the compasion that would be so cool!!!
or maybe I'm overthinking it a bit, but then again this whole page of the website is made to dump all my raw thoughts before they scape my head
Isn't it weird how like, even though they make a perfect scale of laugh (hahaha/lol/lmao/rofl)
The Field of hopes and dreams is just a big bisexual pride flag
All I'm saying is I want an Osu (aka ouendan) adaptation where it's just the dance numbers in the bottom screen and the 16 performers are just having a rhythmic seizure on stage for an hour
You know, it's weird to me how in a lot of fiction the idea that somehow the web is an inter reality thing that anyone can access from anywhere in the mutiverse or whatever, like, imagine if it was true, that would be so weird, I wonder how alt-dok would be, like what do they even like, were they exposed to pikmin at a young age, did they become obsessed with kirby or vocaloids/vocal synths ?, when did they stop having incredibly high anxiety?, did they already die?, have I died?, was I strong enough to die?, did I start loving plushies when I was like 13?, hell did I even get access to the internet?, it is so weird to thing on anything of this like what if they liked sports? what if they were a furry that would be really uncomfortable, anyway if the web can connect to alternatives realities, how would alt me react to this? would they even be able to recognize me? could I even recognize myself? wait maybe they don't even know english, god why must everything be so complicated
Do you ever just see one of those water pipes that move water while it's raining so that is doesn't all just slide off the roof and just like aaaa
I was eating a chocolate filled bread thing, you know the one where yo can see where they put the chocolate bc it leaves some holes and shit, as i was eating it i reallized i had left a pretty small wall of bread between the chocolate and the outside world, I don't know hwy but I expected it to just come out like a damm pushing against a soft cotton wall, but it didn't, chocolate needs no outside world nor any freedom, chocolate just vibes, we stan